And you have moved on, yet being reminded of it still brings some semblance of pain?
Not that aching hole in your heart and the sudden feeling that crying will fix everything.
Not nearly as severe as that. That chapter has been sealed with smiles and tears.
You feel a longing almost too soft of a whisper to be considered relevant, but its still there.
Like, no matter how much you have healed and moved on, a small part of you won't let go.
Ever.
At all.
Like once you started moving forward, a part of you stayed in that one spot, forever rooted there.
I just need to know why. And not the answer you gave me. I understand that answer, but there's a deeper part that i don't understand. Why so suddenly? Literally it was overnight.
Why'd you lie to me? Don't tell me what you think i want to hear, tell me what's really happening. If you want me out of your life then tell me. If you remember anything about me, then the fact that i ALWAYS understand should be it. I've been nothing but nice; trying to be there for you no matter what's going on with me. The least you could do in return is tell me that you don't want to be my friend.
All I want to know is why before i say goodbye.
And the saddest part is you probably won't even read this...
-MissAsha
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